A Slow Death

California

A Slow Death.

There must be a reason that such a visually pleasing place,

is spilling over with crazy, self-absorbed, phoney fake flakes...

who are in essence living in their miserable existences...

failed lives.

They are so busy trying to keep up appearances, 

without the matching wallet.

Fake begets Fake.

No one keeps their  so called word...

No one will feign caring about you...unless it in some way benefits them.

As soon as they acquire whatever they wanted,

you can be sure that the darker uglier side of these people is almost immediately quite apparent...

Exemplifying the sad and false truths become visible...

like an avalanche of morals, humanitarianism, etiquette and basic human kindness

come tumbling down harshly

and leaving you under an enormous and heavy pile of horrors.

I can not believe what poor judgement I have unusually displayed...

However on a grande scale.

I thought I would be moving here to California for a better quality of life...untruth

People would be more caring of each other...untruth.

How could anyone be able to be nasty or depressed in beautiful weather?

Everything I had imagined was like looking in the distorted mirrors at a haunted house.

According to many acquaintances:

You know what your problem is?

You are too nice.....and NOT street smart!"

I have to escape Cali...

No one deserves to be treated

poorly.

Especially by Sociopathic, Self-Seeking, Dishonest, Uncaring

and

Disgusting excuses for human beings.

Destroy without conscience, regret nor remorse.

I am from New York City...

We New Yorkers are given a very bad rap...

When push comes to shove:

We band together and are much more caring.

9/11 proved this point.

I will pray for these pathetic excuses for human beings in California.

This is a quote I wrote after months of being here.

The title is "People"

I dedicated it to the people in San Diego.

"Sometimes you have to give up on people, not because you don’t care… but because they don't."

Stephie Pahlavi Zan

Let it flow out of you...

If you hate, then you have been defeated. Do not allow anyone to diminish you. Do not fall down to their level that you allow them to lower yourself enough to hate them. It is exhausting to hate so much...not to mention toxic.   It has caused a prodigious amount of problems that negatively affect you, however it has never solved anything yet. Do not squander a second of your time to even allow that person to occupy even a tiny part of your mind at all. Often we hate that which we fear the most. Let it flow out of you. Then see how much lighter you feel in your mind, body and soul. ~~~~~ Stephie Pahlavi Zan

Sad Gossip

 Do not worry about what ignorant people say behind your back. They are the simpletons who are attempting to find fault in your life, instead of fixing their own.

~~~~~

Stephie Pahlavi Zan

Songs that make you Cry

There are certain songs that can really cause you to re-experience an overwhelming melancholy which leads to tears when you  hear them. But it's actually not the song that makes you cry, it's the people behind the memories.

~~~~~

Stephie Pahlavi Zan

Pain

Sometimes we need to be hurt in order to grow. We must lose in order to gain. Sometimes some lessons are learned best through pain. 

~~~

Stephie Pahlavi Zan

Ordinary vs Extraordinary

The ordinary focus on what they’re getting. The extraordinary think about who they’re becoming.

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Stephie Pahlavi Zan

If you indeed wish to show support for a loved one...

If you indeed wish to show support for a loved one...

You have to meet them where they are,

and not hold them hostage to where they have been...

~~~

Stephie Pahlavi Zan

A Thousand Broken Pieces

 
If one dream should fall and break into a thousand 

pieces, never be afraid to pick one of those pieces 

up 

and begin again.

~~~

Stephie Pahlavi Zan

The Passive Aggressive Population in California

I moved to California on the spur of the moment.

I left everything in NYC and left.

I expected it to be a magnificent place .....but the weather is the only pleasurable part.

I thought the people would be so caring and nice.

I mean how could someone be depressed or sad in such glorious weather?

Life will be paradise.

~~~

Well, I have travelled the globe many times over

I have lived all of the world and have seen and experienced many things most could not even fathom.

I loved the various cultures and people everywhere I went or lived.

NEVER in My life have I ever encountered people like I have had the misfortune of meeting here in California.

Everyone appears nice and cordial......even pretend to be your friend......but always for allterior and self seeking reasons.

A soon as you turn your back.....you will receive a deadly stab in the back.

PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE

I have never experienced anything like it.

So concentrated.

It seems like a unspoken part of the culture here.

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I have experienced one bad experience after another here.

I left the wretched city of San Diego.

Again on a whim.

I was allured to Palm Springs by a nice house and promises of a helpful and caring community of people.

I was offered assistance to organize my spread out world.

It was a thing that was, it seemed, coming from an unselfish and kind place.

I soon .... very soon .... saw and experienced the fact that it was another bunch of non-sense.

Nothing promised was done.

One even caused me great damage because it was very time sensitive!

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Now, WHY even offer anything if you do not intend to fulfill your word.

After all, as they say....a man (or woman) is nothing.....if they do not have a reliable and accountable WORD?

Nothing of substance.

Nothing to take seriously.

A nothing of a human being.

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(There are many, many more related topics and stories to tell. Read my other Quotes on San Diego.

If you identify with this quote, 

please add your experiences.

I would love to hear the other similar tragedies...)

Life is Not Easy...

Life is simple, its just not easy.

~~~

Stephie Pahlavi Zan