A Slow Death

California

A Slow Death.

There must be a reason that such a visually pleasing place,

is spilling over with crazy, self-absorbed, phoney fake flakes...

who are in essence living in their miserable existences...

failed lives.

They are so busy trying to keep up appearances, 

without the matching wallet.

Fake begets Fake.

No one keeps their  so called word...

No one will feign caring about you...unless it in some way benefits them.

As soon as they acquire whatever they wanted,

you can be sure that the darker uglier side of these people is almost immediately quite apparent...

Exemplifying the sad and false truths become visible...

like an avalanche of morals, humanitarianism, etiquette and basic human kindness

come tumbling down harshly

and leaving you under an enormous and heavy pile of horrors.

I can not believe what poor judgement I have unusually displayed...

However on a grande scale.

I thought I would be moving here to California for a better quality of life...untruth

People would be more caring of each other...untruth.

How could anyone be able to be nasty or depressed in beautiful weather?

Everything I had imagined was like looking in the distorted mirrors at a haunted house.

According to many acquaintances:

You know what your problem is?

You are too nice.....and NOT street smart!"

I have to escape Cali...

No one deserves to be treated

poorly.

Especially by Sociopathic, Self-Seeking, Dishonest, Uncaring

and

Disgusting excuses for human beings.

Destroy without conscience, regret nor remorse.

I am from New York City...

We New Yorkers are given a very bad rap...

When push comes to shove:

We band together and are much more caring.

9/11 proved this point.

I will pray for these pathetic excuses for human beings in California.

This is a quote I wrote after months of being here.

The title is "People"

I dedicated it to the people in San Diego.

"Sometimes you have to give up on people, not because you don’t care… but because they don't."

Stephie Pahlavi Zan