Why is it when a candle burns SO bright that it blinds us with it's magnificent beauty....it will burn out quicker also. It makes me very sad to lose a good friend, who had a huge talent...then that very talent crumbles. It tries and it tries...but it has been broken...never to be the same.
That is one way to remember Whitney (Houston). The other ways are to celebrate her life and great achievements!
Do not just sum her up to be a failure...because she was magnificent with a huge gift that she shared for so long. The end was terrible to watch...and her death was worse.
This was to be her come back album.
They manipulated her voice to sound like before....somewhat.
This only made the end worse. She toured with her broken voice. Disappointment after disappointment...even to us, her family and friends. It must have enormously sad for Cissy Houston who had to stand there and watch her daughter with her wings broken. I saw her trying not to cry while watching and hearing Whitney at the end who struggled to hit notes and sing things that came so easily to her before. It was heart breaking. To go from the highest highs of life......to (I hate to say it) the lowest lows.
This truly affected Christina...so much so that she Copycat killed herself shortly after. Why is the dreads of society with no talent...get to stay around this earth? Why Whitney? Why Christina?
I can't cry any longer...I tried to type through the tears...I hope you understand.
We used to go shopping at Riverside Square Mall. We were both from NJ and became very good friends. This is how I will remember her: She had a huge career with tons of awards and she dazzled everyone! That is My Whitney........My Nippy.
I LOVE YOU through it all.
Rest peacefully with the Angels in Heaven, My love....
Stephie Pahlavi Zan
I miss you and always will.
I love you!
